Nadezhda (report #1)
(uses the same letters as Andreeva
Olga from Kazan, Isaeva Svetlana
from Tolliaty, Tatiana Pisareva
from Saransk, Elena Samohina
from Kazan, )
Hello from Nadezhda!
How are you? Probably, if you have guessed, this is Nadezhda:) I'm
very glad to get your answer! First of all, please let me apologize
for the delay in my response to you, but I was busy in last time. I'm
happy so much that you have written me, believe me! It will be very
interesting to you probably to learn as I could find you? I want to
tell you, that I have girlfriend, which has told me, that I can get
acquainted with the man from other country. She as has told me, that
she knows where I can find to myself such man. We came with her into
the Internet, and she has shown me a site, on which I can find to
myself such man, which is pleasant to me. Here I have seen very much
plenty of the people, who as wants to get acquainted. I very long
searched to whom to write. My choice has stopped on you. I have read
your structure, and it very much has liked to me, and I have decided
to write to you. For this reason we now also conduct with you
Also, I'm hoping that my e-mail was so big surprise for you too,
really? Possible, you can ask me, why I didn't find a russian man? I
will be very serious, I will answer to you, that I had a boyfriend
from Russia from my City, I loved him very much, but he has thrown me
in last time. He found an other girl, as I have understood. Also I
have seen that he liked to drink an alcohol very very much, as many
men in Russia do it, may be you know about it. I don't like this when
men like to drink so much as my last boyfriend did it! I am
non-drinking and non-smoking girl! Simply, I don't have a harmful
habits!the men from other countries, especially from Germany and USA,
are very good, and they can to appreciate and to respect women as
considerable men too.
Well, let me to tell to you about me more... As I said you earlier,
I'm 28 years old, I was born on October 18, 1976.And when you was
born? What's an exact date of your Happy Birthday? Tell me, ok? I'm
White Russian girl on nationality. On religion, I'm Christian (Russian
Ortodox), and I believe in God Jesus. I have never been married and I
don't have any kids, I am a single girl. I'm a sensitive, a
kind-hearted, a thoughtful and easily amused. On opinion of my close
friends and relatives, I'm a kind, jolly, clever and intelligent,
purposeful, sociable. About my City where am I live? :) I would like
to tell to you that I live in Kazan City here in Russia. Our City
Kazan is one of the beautiful cities of Russia, I like my wonderful
City very much. There are many beautiful streets, squares and other
sights in our city. But it's so cold here, the frosts force the people
to go on the streets in the warm clothes, and what about your weather?
Is it for cold or warmly? Most of all I want to say to you that my
favorite season is the summer! I like when the sun shine on the
streets, it are many votes of birds, it's romantically so much. And do
you like summer? :) Also I would like to tell to you about my
education. I have studied in a Kazan state medical academy . Also I
want to say to you that I have learned the English Language when I
have studied in the university, I can speak English without any
problems, I think so... But I can see that I'm making many
orthographic mistakes, I think so, I hope that you'll can to
understand my English without any problems? Really? Please, tell me
about this in your next e-mails, ok? Also I would like to tell to you
that after the finishing of the university, I have gotten a diploma of
a speciality "The Cardiologist". Now I work in our urban hospital. I'm
a assistant of the doctor which will spend difficult operations on the
heart. But not looking on all complexities of my work it is pleasant
to me. I always dreamed to treat the people. And I have achieved it.
Also I want to say to you, that I have no constant access in the
Internet. I do not have house of a computer because it is very
expensive for our family. I am compelled to go to the Internet of cafe
and to write to you letters from there.. Wowww, I have written so
much! I didn't think that I can to write about myself so much, really.
Probably, I'm finishing my e-mail to you. I'll be grateful so much, if
you'll write me about yourself so much, as I did it. I would like, if
you'll tell me, for example, about your family, is your family large?
About your city where are you living, I have never been in other
countries and in USA too, and I'll be glad to know about your country.
Ok, let me to finish my e-mail, I hope to see your answer soon! I'm
attaching my photo, I hope you will find my photo good. Ok, good bye,
hoping to see your message soon!
Your new russian friend,
Hi my friend Fred!
I'm glad so much to receive your answer again! It's very interesting
for me to read your messages, from them we are learning more about
ourself, and I begin know more about you. My dear, of course, may be
you want learn about our correspondence, about correspondence's
essence too, really? As I want to tell that I have decided to get
acquainted through an Internet. May be, possible, we will together in
the future time, may be I would like to look the marriage too, if you
will want this, I don't want to hide this so important fact, but we
must to learn more things about each other more and more, it will
reasonably and correctly, really? I hope that you will agree with me
with this fact too. Please, tell me about this, ok?
But in my opinion, again and again, we must learn about each other more
and more, I repeat this! Please, agree with me! My dearest friend,
I would like to tell you about my family. I want to say to you that I
have a not large family too. This are my mom Natasha, my daddy Pavel
too. Our family are living without any conflicts too, we have a good
understanding between our members of our family. Because, I think
that mine parents gave to mine a good education. I think that it's so
good and I'm so proud that we have my mom and my daddy. Also I want to
say to you that I live with my family in one apartment. Also I want to
tell that I have consulted with my parents about the account my
acquaintances with you through the Internet, they have estimated it as
positively because they care about my future life of course. My parents
would want that I have a happy life, and would want that I will find my
man. As I told you earlier, I have never been married. As already I
spoke to you earlier, I work as a doctor in the hospital here in
Kazan City. I like my work. I should spend advices with the patients.
Certainly it is very responsible, to do the conclusions for the patients. But I work 4
years and for me it not difficultly. Most of all I like to take part
in operations. It is the very much exciting moment.
I'm very interested to learn about your work, and what do you
do in free from work time? During our weekends, in my free time, we
are with my girlfriends,go for a walk to the city, we like to sit
in cafe too for a cup of tea. I like my girlfriends very much,
especially my best girlfriend Svetlana. She is as native sister for me!
By the way I want to say to you that Svetlana works as a doctor in our
hospital too.We are so good friends! Also I want to say to you that I
have never been outside of Russia, I have never been in an other
countries, but I would like to travel at once, it's so romantical, I
think :) Well, I must to finish my e-mail to you, I hope that we will
continue to correspond with each other and you will tell me much
more about yourself, and I will try to tell about myself as more
as possible in future e-mails. I want to ask you about more things,
and I hope that you will understand my questions and will answer me
for them. A great friend hello to you from my family. I hope to see your
message soon .
P.S.Forgive please, but I have not understood a question which you has
set to me right at the beginning has passed the letters. If that is
possible paraphrase this question, that I could answer it.
GOD BLESS YOU,
YOUR RUSSIAN FRIEND,
Hello, Fred! How are you doing?
Thank you for your answer on my last e-mail so much.
In my opinion, it's so wonderfully, that we are writing to each
other, because from our messages we learn about each other more and more,
really? I'm interested in our correspondence very much, it's very
interesting to learn about you, about your life in your country,
believe me, as a whole, I read your letters with a huge pleasure! I
hope that it will be interesting for you to learn about my enthusiasmes,
my favourite things as a whole :)
>From music??? :) I like to listen the russian and foreign musical
executors. From Russian musical executors I like to listen the songs
of the following groups 'Zemfira', 'Splin', 'Ariya', 'BI-2', and so
on. Did you heared about this musical groups? Ok, from
the foreign executors I like to listen 'Bon Jovi', 'U2',
'Cranberries', 'Scorpions','Elton John', and so on... In general, I
like to listen good and modern music and what kind of music do you
like? It would be interesting to me to learn about it. Please, tell me,
ok? From movies? I like to look the comedies, fantastic films,
romanticism and so on. But very huge impressions have left to me the films
'The Lord Of Rings', 'Harry Potter'. I hope what you looked these
films? But especial impression was for me as the film 'The
Braweheart' by an actor Mel Gibson, where the war between England and
Scotland is described. This film has liked to me by that this film
show the natural spirit of the love, the love to a Native Land!
I consider, that it's very important qualities, which should have
all people on the world! Really? I hope that you looked this film
too, and that you had a magnificent impressions from a viewing of this
film. Mel Gibson has played his role as a talented actor on my opinion!
I liked to look the film 'Cruel Intentions', on my opinion, it's very
sensual and instructive film for all youth. Aslo from comedies I
liked the film 'Me, Myself And Irene' by the comic actor Jim Carrey
:) I hope that you looked this so ridiculous film :) From a fantasy,
I liked film'Planet Of The Apes', it's a very entertainment film
in my opinion'.
Also I want to tell to you, that I like to read the
books, especially the literature of the domestic writers: Tolstoy,
Chehov, Pushkin, and so on. But I was in huge delight from a reading of th
book S. King 'The Dark Tower', in my opinion, it's very interesting
book, where the main hero Roland is a purposeful man, he goes to the
purpose, to a dark tower, and I like the quality of Roland is the
purposefulness! I consider, that this one of the important qualities of
any man. I hope what you will agree with me, really?
About food? Ok, from the favourite food dishes, I want
to allocate a fried potatoes, various kind of the soups, also I like
a meat too, I don't want to hide it from you:) I like the fish and
chicken very much, do you like the chicken? It's so tasty, really?
Also I like a pizza very much. It's very tasty too, I like pizza
with a cheese. I would like to say you that I like a fruit and
vegetables, especially, an apple lemon, orange, banana, tomatoes, cucumbers
and so on, there are many kinds of vitamins. Do you like to cook? I
cook not bad as my family and the friends said me at once :)
Also about my favorite kind of sports, I like to sport
very much, do you like it? In winter I like to ski, it's cool to be
on the fresh air. Also I like to play on volley too. But most of
all I like to aerobic, we are with my girlfriend Anna engaged by the
aerobic in the free time, on my opinion, this kind of sport helps to
support my body in the good form. Also I would like to say to you that
I like to dance ball dances:) Have you ever danced the ball dance with
any girl? :)
It's so attractive and beautifully, really? I'm sure, that you would
like to dance the ball dancing with me at once? :) It will be
wonderful! Probably, in the future, we will dance the ball dancing
with you, it would be cool! Really? :) About my hobbie? I like to
collect various beautiful female magazines, about a style, about
female life for example and so on. For a small period of the time, I
have a large collection of different magazines. Simply, I like to read
the best magazines.
I would like to tell you about my dreams too. I'm dreaming to drive a
car in the future, it would be so cool and interesting. But I want to
tell, that our family don't have the car, it's very expensive to buy
the car, but our father has told that probably, through one year, he
will can to buy the car and I'll can to learn how to drive the car:) ,
would you like to learn me how drive a car at once? :)
It will be kindly since your side:) By the way, my parents and
friends ask about you all time:) Especially my parents, I have told to
my parents, that you are decent and good man, my parents are very
pleased to our ¸orrespondence on the Internet and our relations. My
parents approve our relations and wish to us a good relations in the
future, and it's possible, in the future, if we will be together in
your country, they would want that we will be a magnificent pair too:) We
should learn each other ever more and more! Really...? It's very
important for me!
The fact in that, if you know, that on the statistics, majority of a
pairs are separated because they knew each other not enough, and I
don't want to do a mistake at once, I hope that you will can to
understand me really? As I spoke you earlier, we must to learn about
each other more and more from our e-mails.
Also I want to tell you, that I would like to speak
with you by the phone. I want to hear your voice I hope that you want
to hear my voice too. But unfortunately, I don't have the telephone in
our apartment, because it's very expensive to establish the telephone
now in this time in Kazan City, but it will be possible, that may
be through some months we will have the telephone. And after to us
will put home phone
I could call to you and talk to you.
I hope, that it will be interesting to read about me more. Really? I
would be grateful to you, if you will write to me in
your next e-mail about your enthusiasmes, about your hobbies, what kind
of music do you prefer? What kind of movies and another too? What is
your favorite color too??? My favorite color is blue, it calms so
much. By the way, my parents, my sisters and my friends ask me again to
say to you a great greetings from them! It's as usual. I will wait
for your next e-mails! Please, write me as soon as possible! Ok?
Good-bye, see you soon Fred!
My best regards to you,
Hi my dearest friend Fred!
I was so happy to get your answer again and again, it was so good part
of my day when I have saw your words in the computer, before my coming
to Internet cafe, I had a sad mood because the weather was very bad,
it is very coldly. It is around +4 degrees C of air without sunshine.
Today there was a very heavy day at work. I carried out operation at
one of my patients. During this operation happened so
the patient was close to death. It is a very stressful situation. But
fortunately all has passed well. The patient though in coma, but his
life that does not threaten.It's ok now. I see that we are interested
in each other more and more, and I think that it's so good for us,
because I have so good and liked friend as you. I'm so interested by you
, that my life became better than before an acquaintance with you, I
feel it, really.
You are so good friend, you can understand me as a good friend to good
friend, and I think that it's important thing in the life. I see that
you trust me, as I do it with a great pleasure to you, and I think
that it's so good thing in our friendship, really? I hope that you
understand me, that in my opinion, all people in the world must to
understand each other in spiritual plan of a dialogue. Do you agree with me?
Tell me about it, ok? Besides I want to inform you my parameters. My
growth about 5 '8'. My weight 58kg. By the way I want to say to you
that believe in God very much, I believe in Jesus, I am a Christian
woman as I said you earlier. I like to go to Church(Russian Ortodox).
Our City's Church is a very beautiful place, there is
a lot of an beautiful icons too, I like this. The priests sing
beautiful songs and I like it very much. This so calms my soul when I have
a bad mood too. But now, I want to say to you that your e-mails calms
me too when I have a bad mood, I feel it. You must know that will be
better if you willn't send me a postmessages or other any parcel
posts, for example by our city usual pochtamt. I want to say to you that
it's so shame that we in Russia have a peoples or some mail
organizations who like steal the postsendings of any peoples. I know many so
shame, so bad cases about it from my girlfriends. It's the shame for
this peoples and organizations, realy? I hope that in your country
all ok with postorganization.
On this note, I will finish my e-mail to you. Please,
answer me soon,
ok? I will wait for your messages.
ALSO AS IT'S USUAL,
'HELLO' TO YOU
FROM MY FAMILY
MY BEST WARMTH FRIENDS HUGS TO YOU! XOXOXO
Sincerely, your dear friend,
Hello my dearest Fred!
I want to say to you that as usual and usual, I'm happy so much from
your answer on my last e-mail!!! I think about you all days. I so wait
for your warm messages for me, I want to say to you that now I cann't
without you and your so feelings emails. You e-mails are so important
for me, it are a part of my life, it are a source of my pleasure to my
life, I want to say to you that the occurrence of you is a beterest
part of my lonely life now, your messages give me a great happiness
and pleasure in my life. Believe me, that I speak this my words with
my sincere care to you, with my respect for you. Also I want to
emphasize that I thought about our feelings to you, I
have come to a conclusion that we are created for each other. In last
night I didn't sleep well, I couldn't do it because I thought about
us, about our acquaintance on Internet, about your warm messages,
and in basically about you! I thought about all , I want to say to you
that I cann't without you my, I want to say to you that I have
fallen in love in you, yes................Fred,........yes...... I love
you my dearest Fred! It has taken place so quickly and
suddenly, I didn't to expect it my darling, it's so sensual for me my, I
cann't without you. I LOVE YOU, DARLING! I feel to you the greatest
feeling on ground, it's my love to you my dear. From your
messages, I see that we aren't indifferent to each other, I hope that you will
agree with me , is it for true? I hope that you feel to me such great
feelings to me. Also in last night I was asked to God, I thank him
that we found each other my Fred, I closed my eyes and have seen the
God's presence. He saw on me and I saw on him, he said me that I will
happiest woman, because I found you, you are my future man. Also in
the eyes of God that he cried, I think that he is very happy for us. I
cried too, because it's so happiness for us that we can be
together soon, that we can to have a normal family, I so want it, because I
can't to be one, the basic part of my girlfriends are married for a
long time, they asked me all time before our acquaintance with you
about that why I couldn't to find a man, on their questions I couldn't
answered, but I said them that I want it very much, but I can't to
begin any close feelings with any man because of my embarrassment. I
am felling embarrassed girl, I said about you in my last e-mails.
But I want to say to you that I feel about you not embarrassment, I
feel to you all my love to you! By the way I want to say to you that I
said about my love feelings to my parents. My parents said me that
they are very happy for us my darling. In the eyes of my mom and my
dad I saw a great happiness for me and for you together. They said
that they hope that I did a right choice in my life and they hope
that we will happy together my love, also they said me that where we with
you will live together. I answered them that I want to live with you
in your country my darling, they asked me about that they will miss me
very much, but since other side they understand that it will be
better that we with you will live in your country because they understand
that now in Russia is difficult live situation. They said you a
their warm GREETINGS to you and they wish us, our future family
happiness and great mutual love. I want to say to you that I love
you very much, my relatives and my friends are very happy for us very
much. Also my dear, I want ask you a main question, I think that it
will so fairly since my side my darling. Do you have or do you write
with any another women??? It's so important for me, I hope that you
will understand me, because I love you and I don't want that you write
with other women. I want to say to you that I don't write with any other
men except for you. I don't want an other man, because I love you!
But more of all I don't want that any other woman will try to steal you
from me my love!!! I say you about it very seriously! It will so
pity for me if you are having or writing with an other woman my dear,
and deceive me in our relations, please, say me, do you write with an
other women? We must trust each other in this, ok my darling? Of
courses, my darling may be you will ask me about my job when I will far
from Russia. Of course, I will miss my job, about my work collegues,
yes, I will miss about their, but you can see that I gave back all
personal time to my job, I don't have a free time never there. I think
that if I found my love and my future man, I must change my personal life
in the party you my dear, because I am a woman and I must have my
family life as an other womans do it. Realy? I think that my collegues
in our hospital will miss me too, but we willn't forget about each
other too, I will can to send emails from your country them too.
My dear, how you see on this? I want to say to you that I miss you very
much, and I want to say to you that you became on the first plan
in my life than my work. I love you Fred and I can't without you my
darling, and I decided that I must near with you my. It's so
necessary for me. I so love you!
By the way I will try to learn my dear about the necessary documents
for my future coming to you, as I know from my girlfriend Oxana, I
will need in the foreign passport and visa too, I will try learn about
it in near future time. My darling, I hope that you have a great
desire of our meeting my love. I so want it my love, I love you and I
miss you badly. I will wait for your mutual warmth emails. As usual,
warmth greetings from my family to you.
All my warmth kisses,
I have gotten your warm words
from your answer on my last message my darling! My dear, my love Fred, in my last e-mail I
have told you about my love feelings to you, I wrote this message
with so close love feelings to you, dearest, I didn't can to hide my love
to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you,
because it is so dificult to hide a close feelings to love man. I love
you, and I want to say to you that, please, don't discharge me from
you. It's so pity for me that our messages connect us only, I want to
see you in reality. I so want it, darling! Our e-mails connect
our close love feelings to each other, our messages are our rescue
with boredom and from all of boring things. I want to say to you my
darling that I cann't without your messages now, your e-mails are
necessary for me so much, I love it and I love you my dearest!!!
My love, I want to say that my parents and my best friends are very
happy for us my love, they are all time ask about you, about your
feelings to me and I don't worry say about our love feelings now,
because I don't want to hide my love to you from everybody, I have
found sense of my life, I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU BADLY, DARLING! My
love, I want to say to you that my collegues on my job are very happy
for us too! In total all my collegues says me that they are very glad
for us too, but one of the colleague on work say about me very bad
things too, she is Natalia, she is 44 years old. She is not so good
woman, she gossips about me that I am not considerable woman, because
I found you in Internet and she considers that it's not good, because
she said that in their past live time when in Russian Federation was
Soviet Union, in this time boys found the girls and that it was better
than in present time, when in more cases girls find boys. I was so bad
from Natalia words, because I think that she is not right, realy ? I
think that man can chose like woman or woman can chose like man if
they want it mutual, really? I think that we have mutual love feelings
and it is better of all when the loving each other people love each
other mutual, I think that it is an important fact of love about
reciprocity. Really, is our feelings mutual??? I think from our
messages that it's true. Also I want to say to you that Natalia
doesn't have a husband, she lives one, she considers that all men do
not deserve her attention because, I think, that she is not simple in
herself soul, I think that she think very high about herself simply,
she think that all men is silly men, it's her opinion only, I don't
know why she think so bad about men, why??? My dearest, did you meet
such, I think, silly peoples as Natalia the ideas of which is not
right in my opinion. I think that she is not right in that she said
about men!!! I think that this woman is egoist woman, I think that you
will agree with me. But I don't want to say about this woman to you in
all because it is so boring for me. Ok? I want to speak about us my dear.
I want to say to you that my parents so happy that we met each other,
I say you again and again about it!!! I have consulted with my coming
to you, I want to say to you that from my words about it my mom and
dad were so surprised too, they asked me, am I sure about my coming to
you, and I have answered that I cann't without you and I have decided
to be with you, all my life too. My mom and dad have agreed with me,
because they understand that I cann't without you, and also they have
told me as they love each other when they were young
people too. I want to say to you that my mom and dad have asked me
to say to you a warmth hello from them again and again! They wish us a
good life together too! Also I want to say to you that it's so
good that I find you in the Internet, I think that the Internet is the
assistant in everything, in Internet people can find any
information, and it's inportant that the people can to fall in love by the
Internet, realy my dear??? I so love you my darling, I'm sure in my
love with you so much, and I want to say to you that with every day I
want to be with you more and more, I love you so much dear, I can't
without you, you are so necessary for you!!!!!!!!!
Also on days, possible tomorrow or after tomorrow, I want to go to the
church that I must thank God that we found each other my love, I so
thank our God, I know that God helped us to find you, I know about it!
My darling, on this I will end my e-mail to you, I will wait for your
next emails with my great love desire!!! You must know, how I feel so
happy myself when I read your messages my darling!
Well, I must be off my, I will think about you so much, I love you, and I
want to be with you as soon as possible my love Fred!!!!!
Hello my love man, my dearest Fred!
How are you doing? I'm doing so fine, my honey! I have
gotten you answer, more as usual, it's so happy for me to receive
your necessary love for me, your warmth words my dear. My dearest
Fred, I love you, I love you so much that I can't without you now
my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the
inseparable part of my life my love . I say about it very seriously!
Because you know how much I love you my darling, I can't without you! All
days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting, I can't wait a moment
when we will meet in your airport my love, I want it so much my
darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each
other! My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very
much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen
so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear,
that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or
woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this, because I found
you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much,
and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that
exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear, I love you very
much, I so miss you darling, I want to be with you my love man! My dear, I
can't wait a time when we will together my dear, I miss you badly
my darling! At last night I couldn't to sleep again my dear , I
thought about you and about us!
My love, before my writing to you, in my mind came a liric thinking
about you my darling. I have found an Internet one liric poem too, I
want to say to you that I like this poem so much, I want to show my
great love and missing about you in this poem, I hope that you will
love this feel and soul poem for you my darling, is
---SO FAR AWAY---(by Steve Forsythe)
SO FAR AWAY.....
THE BEACHES OR FORESTS YOU WALK
YET SO CLOSE.....
ALWAYS IN MY HEART
SO FAR AWAY
I CANNOT TOUCH YOUR HAND
I CANNOT FEEL YOUR BREATH
I CANNOT HOLD YOU CLOSE
YET SO CLOSE
I ! CAN FEEL YOU IN MY HEART
I CAN SEE YOU IN MY MIND
I HEAR YOU IN MY EARS
YOU CAN BE SO FAR AWAY
YOU CAN BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD
BUT AS LONG AS I KNOW OF YOUR LOVE....
AS LONG AS I HAVE YOUR DEVOTED EMAILS
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE
AS SURE AS THE SUN RISES
AND THE TIDES WILL CHANGE
I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR LOVE
AN YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE TO MY HEART
I hope you love this poem, it one that makes me think of you often my
darling, this poem from my heart which fulled by our love to each
other. I hope that you will can test this so love liric words. My
darling, also again and again I want to say to you that my parents are
very very happy for that we will together soon. My mom and my dad all
time ask about you, and on their words I understand
that they love you too, as their native son! Also as usual and usual
warmth greetings from my family to you!
You are a pity, that to me to be ill. I very strongly to experience
for you. I hope that you soon will recover.
My Fred, also again I want to share with you my some problem in my
job, it's again Natalia, my colleague on work... :( I want to say to
you that I heared from Natalia so bad words to my side again recently
:( As you remember, as I told you earlier, Natalia think about our
love very very bad! I think that simply she envies us very much,
really ? She said that all men promise to the women a happy life and
love on a beautiful words, and she said that you are not exception :(
She said me that you speak a beautiful words to me only, and that you
willn't to undertake all of effort for our quick meeting and she said
also that simply, all men are people who promise on words very much,
but on the actions, as since sides of the gentleman, they are weak
people. Also she said that you willn't do all things for our meeting ,
it was insulting for me from her words :( My dear , I cried from her
words very much, she said me a dirty lie!!! Realy? She think about all
men very bad, I don't know, I don't understand!!! WHY?
Why she think about men so bad? I think that she don't and willn't
understand so happy feelings as the LOVE between woman and man! I
want to say to you that I don't want to work in our hospital, it's so
pity for me, because from this so bad and silly Natalia. I want to
say to you that also Natalia is a distant relative of main doctor of
our hospital, she adjusts our doctor against me some time. My darling, I
don't want that Natalia offended me by her silly statements!!! I don't
want to work with this so bad woman Natalia, I don't want to hear
her of the insult never! My dear, please, promise to me that you willn't
offend me, please, promise me about it my dear, please, I trust
you so much, and I don't want that you will break my heart at once! I
love you so much my dear Fred, I so trust to your love feelings to me
my darling, I can't without you, I can't! I want to be with you for
ever, I love you and I miss you badly, darling, I hope that we will
find all our life forces for that we will together soon my love. I love
you and I miss you very much! Ok, on this note, let me finish my
letter to you, I want to say to you that I will wait for you messages
with a great pleasure. Ok, see you soon my love. Ok, again and
again warmth greetings from my mother, my father to you my dearest
love man Fred!!!
P.S. At my mum is good familiar in travel agency. I can go to him in
travel agency and learn as me it is possible and that to me is
necessary to arrive to you. Whether inform me please in the following
letter wants you that I to arrive in you?
Thinking about you so much, Fred,
My aspiration to be with you as soon as possible,
Truly, your love Nadezhda.
Hello my love man, my dearest Fred!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm really happy so much to receive your lovely answer
again and again my darling!!! I love you, I can't without you, dearest
love Fred!!! I can't be apart from you, it's so hard! My ,
you are my life, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth,
to look into your kind and tender eyes, to feel myself happy and
safe near you, dear. I'm sure everything will be well and the destiny
will work for us and we will be happy together. I often think about
us and try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so
near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you
are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are
happy, my love. I know that our hearts will together always, because our
love is eternal, this great feeling connects the another
people and us through a continents. My dear, my love, as it seems, this
feeling great love which includes a three basic feelings. These feelings
are a trust, careful attitude to each other, and complete
understanding to each other, sometimes even understanding without words,do
you agree with me my darling? But not looking on that the love is very
strong great feeling, it also is very fragile, realy my dear,
because only one word or an not right action can destroy it and already
anybody willn't can to restore this great feeling. Probably, you will
think that a purpose of all my correspondence with you it's only desire to
leave for your country.
Believe me my love Fred, it's not so my love, the fact in that
when I began to write to you, I couldn't believe what it is possible
to fall in love through the Internet. I thank God and an Internet that
we found each other in this so large world my darling.
Only I have decided to try to do it and that from this it has
turned out. We are me and you love each other very much and we should be
together, because we can't withoiut each other my darling. I have learned much
in the searches as we want to meet each other very much.
I have a good great happy news for us my darling!!!
One of these days I to go to travel agency and to learn the information
concerning my arrival in you my love.To me there informed, that it
is the best way if I will have the visa of a tourist. This tourist
visa B-2, the visitor visa will valid during six months. On this
type of visa I'll can travel till USA without any restrictions. The
price of this visa, is 450 US dollars. Tourist visa B-2 is the betterest
variant for us! My love I want to ask you one thing, I will need to ask your help with
a financial charges for the getting all necessary documents for my
coming to you. As probably, may be you know an economic situation in
our country, simply it's awful, and at our hospital don't give the
salary to work personal during a long time.
Our government explains it to those that simply they don't have a
money, it's a difficult financial situation, and they don't have a
recourses on the salary for the any kind of the job in total. Actually
very much it is not convenient for me to ask you the help with money.
I ask you, whether that you in the following letter have written to me
you will necessarily send me of money for the visa? It is very
important for me, I cannot pay all trip without your help. Whether
inform me please there is at you an opportunity to help me with money?
I can go in travel agency and learn as better to move money from you
to me. I think, that they understand that how better to transfer money
and they will tell to me all in detail.
My dearest, my love Fred, I have a great desire to come to you, to
see you at last and only recourses separate us from each another. I
love you so much, honey, and I don't want to lose you.
Nobody can help me with it. Of course, I asked my parents and friends
too to help me with this charges on the necessary documents for my
coming, but my mother and father doesn't have such money though they
would like to help us.
My dearest, in general I'll need for 450 US dollars.
But now, at first, I will must to begin a process of the
registration of all necessary documents. My love , I understand completely
that it's a large money, but to me any more on whom I can to rely
and on this I ask you about your help with this charges. My love, we
are me and you love each other very much and we will together,
simply, I sure in it my darling!!! I'm waiting and I'm dreaming for a
moment of our meeting in your airport.
I will cry in this moment, when I will leave from an air gangway and
when I will see you my, because it will from our happiness my dear. I
close my eyes and I am imagining about this so happy picture. My love,
I dream as we will live together my darling, to go for a walk, keeping
for our hands my love Fred. I want that you will show me your
native land, a places where you like to go for a walk and where you
like to spend a more of your time, also I want to get acquainted with
your relatives and closest friends so much! I want to be with you very
much, so much my love! I love you, and I miss you my dearest love! My
dear, I want to say to you that I have spoke with my mom and dad,
about us again and again, especially about my coming to you. I want to
say to you that my family have so many happy smiles for us and they
approve our close love feelings with you my, they are so happy because
we love each other very much, simply they have said me that we will
happy with you and they wish us a large happiness together! They see
my feelings and my happiness from our love with you, and they
understand me that we with you can't without each other and wish us a
great love in this time and our future life too!
Simply great greetings from my family to you, please, accept the
love from my parents, they love you as a relative son! Well, my
love, let me to end my e-mail my dearest, I'm waiting for your messages so
much my love man Fred!!!
P.S.Spasibo!!! Ia vse poniala.
I love you Fred,
hugs and kisses,
Truly, your love lady for ever....Nadezhda.
Hello my love, my dearest Fred!
It's real nice to hear from you again my love!!!
I have good news to us with you my love. I went in travel agency and
absolutely all have learned that I will need to do for movement to
you. As in travel agency I have told, that you will help me with money
for the visa. And my agent has told to me how in the
best way to transfer money from you to me and that for this
purpose it is necessary. He to me has told, that the best variant of
transfer of money it through Western Union. Western Union is the
most reliable and favourable variant and besides Western Union is very
convenient for you and for me. The agent has told mine, that to send
money for me to you is necessary to know my full name :
And my full address:
Russia , Kazan
Also for transfer of money you shall be necessary to
know the address
of bank Western Union:
KAZAN , 420126
The agent informed mine to me, that I should know your full name and
your full address of that I could take away money which you to me will
send my love. Inform me please in the following letter the information
about itself. As mine the agent has told, that in branch Western Union
from which you will send money to you will give MTCN. it is
ten-character number without which I cannot take away money. Therefore
as soon as you will send money do not overlook to send please to me
MTCN. My dearest love Fred, I ask you so much to help me with the
charges 450 dollars on the registration of the necessary documents
tomorrow. My dear, my love I have tried to borrow so much this so
necessary 450 dollars at my friends , but they not have an opportunity
the help to me in it. Also I have asked this recourses at my parents,
but as I knew, they doesn't have so large money too. I have tried to
take a loan in the bank too, but it was without any results too. My
dear, I hope that you can borrow this so necessary recourses at your
relatives and friends, or you can take a loan in the bank.
My love, please, I hope you find this so necessary recourses for the
registration of the necessary documnets for my fling to you, please,
don't hesitate, I have so large desire about our meeting my darling!!!
I hope only on you, only on you. My love, I think that
God gives us such good luck to meet with you so soon, and we are me
and you should use it as God's sacred gift! My darling, I want to be
with you as soon as possible, dear!
Forgive me please, but I have not understood your question concerning
a bed. If it is possible, paraphrase it please, that I could understand your question.
My love, my darling Fred, at last night I have seen a dream about
our meeting! It was a beautiful dream about that how we are me and you
have met, and then we had a nice night of romantic love. You caressed
me and my body by your warmth hands and your lips, and I adored it my
darling! I answered you on your caress by my sweet kisses and my
warmth caress too. I love you my dear love, also I wait for the moment
of our meeting, I want to make this so lovely dream come true as soon
as possible my darling! My dear, please, I ask you so much, please,
help me with the charges for the necessary documents for my coming to
you tomorrow, I can't wait for our meeting my love.I hope that you
will do all acts correctly. Also my dear , I want to say to you that
àll my friends send you warmth friend greetings!
But most of all my dad, my mom are very happy for us with you, for
that we will with you soon! My mom and daddy said me that I must learn
you Russian language when I will come to you, because they want to
speak with you so much my darling, when me and you will visit Kazan in
the future, I hope that you willn't against from it that we will visit
my parents in future my love, really? My parents say to
you a warmth relative hello, Fred! My darling, I miss you badly my
darling, I want to see and feel you near me, I love you and you love
me too, we must to be together my love. My love, my darling, it's so
pity for me, but I must be off, let me to finish my e-mail my love,
I'll miss you my love! Waiting for your answer as soon as possible, my
love man Fred!
P.S.In your last letter there were very many hieroglyphs not clear for
me. They were of such plan " óøè íå ñäåëàíû èç áàðõàòà "
Thinking about you so much,
Your gentle and passionate love,
Hi my love Frank!!!
Yes, I to want to meet you in Mexico. It would be simply wonderful.
You to ask my address I to you I send it once again.
My complete name.
And my full address:
Also for transfer of money you shall be necessary to know the address of bank Western Union:
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