if we met by chance not knowing each other...if I were in your
two months ago and by chance met you near the city centre, I would ask you
" do you speak English, You would say "yes". I would say "
Excuse me I am from Russia.. I am lost.. I'm trying to find this Hotel,"
You think for a second... That Hotel is one mile down this street, turn left and
it's on the right side". I would say " thank you." If nothing is
said in split second we could be like ships in the night, You get on with your
busy life and I would start walking to find my Hotel. The point is we are
wrapped up in our busy lives.. Who has the time or chance to talk to many
people, then when you do talk with some of your local women, who opens up about
who they are, what they think feel and what they want in a soul mate,? who
opens up !!
what would happen if we met now ...I would say - do you know about
hotel around here, but I have only a little money...you would say - i will tell
you what, why don`t you come with me, you can sleep in our kitchen! it would
happen like that, because I believe if we did meet, we both will not let the
other one leave:!!
long would it take to get know each other to this point in normal
? Maybe one or two weeks but we already know much about each other and my
feelings to you cannot be compared to any other man who I could have met...
It may take years so that the formula Jim + Olga = Love may have
grounds to exist...You know we are growing our feelings towards each other
through rather an unusual way...through the computer.
to say I love you is not the same as in person to person reality
we cant see each other but the way you and I are desperately waiting for each
other's letters, the anxiety and excitement with wich we are reading and
rereading each and every line...isn't it stronger than just I love you.. I
think it is... The words we say are we, they represent US and the way we think
and feel. Our words describe the feelings that we cannot see. WE NEED TO KNOW
WE need to know our feelings and why and how we feel them. In one way,
growing through this medium (the computer) is much more difficult to do than in
person. HERE, we are forced to paint a picture in words...and I hope I am
doing very good..
I just firmly believe we are on the right path.. I firmly believe
will never hurt me...I do not want to think bad about us..
an optimistical approach...isn’t it..? Yes I am optimist and I
prefer the company of positive people. I try and avoid negative people because
I'm sure it's infectious: That's part of my philosophy of being content with my
life so far, but still aspirating to make it even better. It's the quality of
life that is important, to appreciate the present and look forward to the future
and never dwell on the past. You should never say "I should have done this
or that", instead " what should I do now!" Also, I dont
like to close in myself when something goes out of control. When I am in stress
I need a reassuring word to chase away my bad mood. But I would not ever call
people any names in anger, it is not my style, I do not like to shout or argue,
if there is an argument that need to be settle, I rather like to discuss it
amicably till an understanding is reached. I do not like to go to bed angry
because, how could I say,“I love you Jim ” and give you a kiss before going
to sleep if I’m upset? But things do happen in our life when everything gets
out of control, falls off your hands and you really feel nervous and at that
point your soul mate's reassuring words are needed to chase away stress and
anger. But there are families (I am a witness) when sweethearts quarrel just
because of some misfortune at work or gloomy spirits. I also understand such
Jim not all people can control themselves and restrain
emotions. And in case the wrong word is said, what I appreciate is when this
person has courage to be the first to come and beg pardon. Your words can be
amended and the major is always in hearts. If love is
sincere and pure between two sweethearts they will understand, that is what is
important... to be able to excuse..
hear many western women are not like this.. they do not want to lag
their husbands and also want to have their own life with friends, with parties
and so on and subsequently pay less attention to family. Is it right? In
Russia the situation is quite the contrary... A Russian woman is always regarded
as the Keeper of home fire thart is she must see to it that all the clothes are
washed, the meal is ready, the house is clean. And I think it is right. Still in
Russian families husbands often abuse their position and affords too much..
They are not honest..they are not reliable..and this is what I value in men. A
man must be able to commit actions and he should be responsible for what he is
doing. A man must be a man. And I like to feel myself a woman. I like it when a
man gives you a hand when you are getting off a vehicle, when he helps you put
on your coat. That is my point of view. Do you want to argue ?
Jim I have some rhymes for you.
BUY ME LOVE
buy you a diamond ring, my friend,
it makes you feel all right.
get you anything, my friend,
it makes you feel all right.
give you all I've got to give
you say you love me, too.
may not have a lot to give,
what I've got I'll give to you,
I don't care too much for money,
money can't buy me love.
you know who wrote this poem? They are John Lennon and Paul
Jim in the room full of people I will find you...
Your blonde hair girl
you must remember President Reagan. You may ask why should I be
you about this , well without him and what his friend and our former president
Mikhail Gorbachev did, we would never have had a chance to meet. They ended the
cold war and sent Russia on a new path.
Reagan asked Mr. Gorbachev to take down the Berlin wall, the
is History. No one had any idea the USSR would do this or no ? Millions of
people in Eastern Europe are now free.. The band Pink Floyd did a free concert
in Berlin with the real wall in the back ground as it was coming down, but the
wall they built as they played was the wall we all have within our minds, they
knocked the wall down at the end of the concert to big cheers from the crowd ,
but the real meaning of that wall falling, was to bring down the one's wall in
our minds. East & West can now live free, if they choose they can open up
your minds to all the things one can be, don't just dream about it, do It. Is
your mind free, just to dream about about life with me ? My mind is free and I
see future for us..
you know, a lot of people are talking about a destiny, but they do
understand, that it is not determined for us, it is determined by us! one
person told me, - it is like a train, running on railroad. Most of the
time we can not change the direction, but if we are smart, we can use a rail
switch at crossroads to get where we want to be.
you know, how my destiny works? I make my destiny by deciding on
and then never giving up, until its accomplished. Nothing is impossible, only
some things take a little longer. I believe that you and me is not a
tale..but from the other hand we still do not know how it is to live life
without us. Little by little, we have become closer with each letter and have
begun to bond with one another. But it is no where near what it will be
like when we are together.. Right now there is a need for you to be in my
life ...and I hope you have the same
as well, and that is what our letters satisfy. Remember, a
is three dimensional ....we only have one dimension for now but the great secret
is,that you can even go from third dimension
another,leaving all physical behind,or at least most of it. i never
it, at least i do not remember, but i know it is possible.
me tell you about my coomon day..Well before our acquaintance my
day was like this... I woke up in the morning I said Good morning to my
parents and did the stuff which most reople do in the mornings, i. e. cleaning
teeth, washing face etc. Then I switched on my favourite music
("Cranberries" for sure) Then I made myself some Capuchino. Then I
went to work ( I usually took trolleybus #5 to her work) At work I saw a lot of
families with kids who bought some toys. Sure, I willingly helped them
with choice as it was my job. My working day was over at 6pm. After work I took
a cup of coffee with my colleagues and then I went home or to a gym. At home I
spent some time with my parents..cooked some meal in case it was not ready..
could read some book or watch the box..But now the situation is
the same about my daily routine but with one big exception.Now I do all my
chores million times more enthuasistically and fervently. At work I am ready to
abolish all prices so that kids could be ever happy..But such jokes with law are
not possible I am afraid. Jim my days are giving pleasure to me. It's all
because I'm thinking about you when I'm at home, in a trolleybus, at work... I
am thinking about you all the time..and in the evenings and even sometimes at
night I go the Cyber cafe to receive your long waited letters and write mine in
is what I have been thinking yesterday lying on the sofa listening to
Cranberries's best song Animal Instinct.. I understood that I am the
luckiest woman on planet.. you know how to open your heart,and let
me look inside without being afraid,and i see it is so clear and warm there,
like a forest meadow in the mountains, when the first sunrays touch the grass...
you for this...you are an angel
is about what I was thinking about yesterday lying on the sofa and
to Cranberries' best song Animal Instinct..It's a pity that my flow of thoughts
was interrupted by my father who rushed into the room with shouts, " Olga,
come to the living room The football is on!!!" You know it's impossible to
tear my Daddy from the TV box My
likes football and he is a confirmed supporter of Russia football
I am not so much of a football fan but I can't but know something about it as my
Dad often says "Ugh, they lost again", or "At last, they
won". But he says "Ugh, they lost again" more often than
they won". And at that point I love telling something bad about our team
like " Dad, why are you watching this game. They will lose anyway"
Sure, my Dad gets angry and says" Please, don’t tell anything about
what you have no idea" And for the rest of the game Dad keeps silent. You
know I and my Mom got used to that. Whenever there is a football on, we give the
TV remote control unit to him without any altercation. You know my Mom
even keeps his company in watching a game... she also supports My Dad's
favourite football team.. She does it not because she is keen on Football
but because her husband likes it.. It has happened since the wedding of my
parents..They always support each other and I only can wish that such love would
occur on our path with you...
Jim now I have all grounds to say that I need you in my life...we say such
words several times if it is clear that we found each other in between
6,215,000,000 other people, living on earth not just for anything..but for US.
we found each other for US.. and to feel this way is the best
for me... Ah I nearly forget...my full name is Zagainova Olga...Or Smith Olga..!:) ???
Your blonde hair girl
O l g a
01-29-05 Money for Visa
remember reading about people in the prison, who were there for long
the only way of communication was to learn and use the
of knocks. they never saw each other,but they knew every
of every man`s life...our situation is similar..We also have a
between us but we are not prisoners..we can easily overcome the
what we have to do is to wait for our day..I will say more
is probably easier to qualify the right person in letters because
an intuitive level we can feel the others true heart and soul and
be burdened filtering through the trappings of society and our
senses. Your personality and heart are very clear to me in your
now it is time for home truth.. You said I never played your
I think it is time for me to tell you about my negatives..
this step may sound absurd to you but I am not perfect and can
my own oddities my not always positive sides.. you are the first
whom I can devulge the meaning..If we were sitting near I wouldnt
to open the veil..but writing is different I think You know I
always wanted to be saved , I even wrote a story about my vision
the world....sure it was shrouded with a veil of mystery..
i will type it here for you to know...
upon a time there lived a beatiful princess who knew no sorrow no
Still she was not happy because her overcharming beaty was
all away in deadly loneliness she didn't have anyone to whom
could give her heart. But on a nice heather day she met him, a
young warrior on a white swift horse. The image of that warrior
deep inside her soul and she set her heart on him...The
sun was shining upon them kissing each other passionately
a purple waterfall and life was seeming beautiful... But at
the warrior turned into an ugly bloodthirsty sorcerer, his
turned into a poisonous snake. The princess fainted. When she
to herself she found herself chained to the cold castle wall. The
was standing nearby. He said'Be mine and we will rule this
world together,me and you, my dark queen' But the princess
I cant live without this world, without its green woods,
its fresh rivers. I'd rather perish than give my soul to YOU.
was wrong about you but I believe the day will come when a knight of
will defeat you and free me..." The sorcerer hollered "If it is
last word, be cursed forever" After these words the sorcerer
the princess was bewitched in a lonely castle waiting for
see Jim the image of a lonely castle, the image of locked doors
my idea fix..Well I am loving..If somebody grasps my heart I am
to bury my heart so that nobody else would be able to hit it.
I am a bit afraid to make a decision..I need an urge..Though I
be sure that this step will be right, the idea of lonely castle
me pause and wait for the path to clear itself..You may think me
but this is my secret psychology.. Sure this could be the reason
my Lonely Castle...because I have always awaited the prince who
make a decision for me.. The prince appeared ..it is you and I
I need a kind of manipulation from your side...
can rescue me by being here for me. You can be there when I am
be there when I fall, be there to remind me that the world is
let's change the subject of our conversation.,Well I found out the
both about the travel agency and about the Visa..For the
I will come to you as a tourist.. And the most important
for me is to get to you. Once I am with you , we can then decide
to do and how to do it. Actually, there is really ONLY ONE REASON
will come to you and that is for us to be together ...We have no
to risk... Jim the travel bureau will rid me of the necessity of
to Moscow because I will come to you as a tourist and if I am a
the travel agency is responsible for me..
what the travel bureau told me..Jim the most reliable travel
of Krasnodar is "Rassvet" (sunrise in English).The
of this firm are located in Moscow and I deal with its
The company is really reliable at least people say so. And
I liked the service..A tour operator was very welcome and he
very particular and understandable in describing to me all the
of this procedure..They need the following..my foreign
my medical insurance list, photos for visa and I will have
fill in some forms.. You know Jim there was some funny incident..The moment he
began to give me his explanation I began to rummage in my handbag and couldnt
find my note book very long. I even got red from confuse when I was rummaging in
my handbag..so much I wanted to write down every detail.. The operator told me
as soon as all documents will be submitted they will be referred to Moscow
Ambassy for the examination.Then within a fortnight I am to receive my Visa.. In
this case I will chose the best tourist route to your country.. In this case I
will have to pay for the tour..the price includes hotel accomodation, avia
tickets and other services I will supposedly have. But then I told them that I
have a friend in USA who will take care of me.. I said that I dont want to pay
an enormous lot of money for hotels, bus tours and other tourist stuff. I said I
will be met at the airport by my friend and I ONLY NEED air transportation ..The
tour operator said it is Ok He explained that a tourist visa allows the
applicant to come twice a year..The term of stay will be decided at the
airport.. To strenghten my chances you need to write to me a letter of
invitation.. So Jim you have a most important task..Please include in the letter
of invitation your request about my stay for a month or more and remember to
mention about my Russian rootes so that the Ambassady believed I would
return..the letter of invitation will furnish me with a great percent of success
to come to you..and you should give in it the following points.. Please do
include for how long you want me to stay with you..but within reasonable limits
is the example of a letter of Invitation
the beginning above give your adress, your full name, email
the text..you know the form of the text may be free but I compiled
of Invitation for
Whom It May Concern:
letter is to invite Olga Zagainova to come to the USA and be my
I will be her sponsor and host… and as such, I will be completely responsible
for her housing, food,transportation, care, welfare and any support she will
need while here with me.
purpose of the trip is to visit and see . The length of her stay
be about than 60 days. She is welcome as my guest for however long she
wishes to stay. Miss Zagainova understands, speaks, reads and writes English
Zagainova has no desire to immigrate to the USA . She has strong
to her home and country as evidenced by her family roots. She has
extensive family in Russia. She can document all the facts as stated.
will be glad to supply any documentation or offer any guarantees
to insure her return and to facilitate her being issued a visa. Upon
inspection, I am certain you will find the circumstances as stated being
factual. Given that, I hope you will give favorable consideration to this
request and grant Miss Zagainova the visa.
you for your attention and consideration.
your name here)
you can send the invitation by post but it will be very long I am
Send it through the Internet on my mail box..OK. if something
not clear I will find out and let you know.ok?
now the poignant side of the question.....First of all the Visa
be done within two weeks.. Now I have all the documents at the
for one point. ..The agency wont start seeking tickets for
until I have paid for the Visa.. Jim to start the process my
will take about 400 Dollars. Jim it is really disgusting for
to ask you for money but I will not be able to afford such sums..I
that you say you will help me Yet I feel somewhat out of
Well I have no other choice..OK.
Visa cost 100 dollars
Consulate fee 170 dollars
agency refund 70 dollars
medical insurance for six month 76 dollars
am afraid I will need help financially...
I know about your feelings and be sure that these feelings are
But I think anyone who pays attention to life in Russia
has interest in a woman there knows that this is a fact. I feel
good about you and about us but I also know that you are afraid..
UNDERSTAND ...one of the reasons why I have not told you of
things before is MY NOT KNOWING how you will react to any or all
this. I do not fully know YOUR CHARACTER as yet ... I am unsure of
I think I know. I am also scared of losing you as silly as this
sound, especially so soon. I do not want to lose you . I know we
talking seriously about our meeting. I know it will be expensive
perhaps you also know it.. I wont be able to pay for all that
It is too much. I might even sense your negative attitude but I have no other
way out.. So what do you think..? without your help I
not be able to cover all the expenses..
believe me it is very disgusting for me to dampen our love with
mathematics.. but I have no other choice..
I have been writing to you good three hours ..my finfers need
rest..as well as me..I hope you are not offended...
I will be waiting for your reply....Your Olga
you will read the bad English because I have no other words to
my malcontent to the Cyber cafe services..
I am really sorry for my delay.. But it is not my fault, believe me.. When I
came to that bloody cafe the day before yesterday those creeps told me that
their system got a virus.. And they needed a couple of days for the repair
work.. But I didn’t even thought that those assholes would be setting up the
system for three days.. Gosh!! They really screwed me up.. I nearly took that
bananas manager apart but he explained.. "One of the biggest problems an
Internet Cafe has is that the people using the computers there surf into places
they probably should not go to. They pick up all kinds of viruses and clog
up the systems with unnecessary downloads. The end result is that the computers
go very slow or in some cases, become unusable. It then becomes a serious
situation because they only have a few systems....I hope you can
told No I cant understand because my letter are being awaited in the
end of the Globe.. but I was not capable of doing something.. So Jim
excuse for my bad language but I am really angry. So you see I am not perfect..
I can curse and very hard...But I do this because I love.. I am a woman who
wants to be happy with you and who wants you to be happy with me..
today they settled the system and I am able to write you.. Really
have a lot to tell you.. well first of all thank you for your letter
invitation.. I made all necessary amendments and printed it out..
your money...well it is for the first time for me too to make such
big stride in our future that is why I asked you for financial help.. Jim
you know in all we can do together the subject of money is
...When we are together who is going to count it..? I
we both will have far more important things to count...like my
and hugs !:) Yet money is one of the formalities that needs to
taken into account.. So how can you transfer the money...? Well
the sum is dangerous.. As for paying to the company.. well the
is dealing with me directly and all the payments they should
from me..So Jim you mentioned Western Union.. Why do you think
has no Western Union..? It has.. Jim you have my data so
Western Union it will come to me safely in the twinkle of an
I think you will need the address of the bank....Well Alfa Bank is
just OK.. It is in Krasnaya street It is not far from my block of flat..
Here is the address...
KRASNODAR , 350000
my address once again for the security's sake
I can tell you that my parents are all informed about all my
my parents are just shining from inside.. My Dad is already calling me an
American lady.. for a joke of course.. Yestrday, I had a talk with my
parents.. So we gathered in the living room over a bottle of wine and just
couldn’t believe that this is possible.. My mother is really luminous
now...Jim my parents are very happy for US... You know what they told me...
"Olga, we are old already and we have seen happiness in our life. We
birth to you, our treasure. And what we need most of all is for you to be
You are now 27 and it is about time you thought about your future.
Jim is a good person.. It is your chance to live happily and with
love.. We saw enough of this life and we lived it with dignity. Now
your turn. You destiny is in your hands.. What we want is to know
you are happy and safe"
Mrs. Smith is looking forward to seeing her Mr Smith !:)
once again I say I am sorry for money.. I will pay you back in
kisses. You will like that. Oh and hugs too.
breathe the same air but I can't feel feel you breathings.
same sun warms both our bodies but I can't feel your body heat.
stars shine down on us both but we can only look up and dream of
day when we see them together.
rain comes down on both our bodies it gives us water we need to
each day, but we can only think as we drink that one day we be able DRINK out of
the same glass together.
hair blows free in the wind, but you can't run my fingers through
eyes look with pleasure at each others photo's, but in time our
will shine with pleasure when we see each other for real.
we see our lips as the start to our wonderful romantic pleasures,
both will have wait to feel the passion when they touch for real.
Internet brought us together, will it bring US together for real ?
we breathe as one.
you Feel our hearts beating as one.
our DREAM come true as we look at the stars.
we bathe in the waters of love as our DEVOTION deepens.
tell me you feel the same. Pull my body towards yours,
Jim could 2005 year be ours after all ???!!!!
blonde hair girl
02-09-05 Olga Gets Erotic
imagine... When I came to the Cyber cafe today, I found its doors
Something went wrong there with computers and they needed some break to fix
them. This 20 minutes lasted for me forever... Really, when you know that
somebody is waiting for you and you cant get to him due to some delay and you
have to wait patiently, you really begin to hate patience and waiting. I was
sure that there your letter for me and now that I have got to the computer at
last and found there your letter I sighed with relief ...Oooofff!!!
my mind is overfilled with the thoughts about you and about US.. My Imagination
plays all kinds of pictures when we are together.. you know I see everything so
glamorized like in a tale ..I believe we both feel like in a tale.. All this
points to our bright multicolor minds..
when i was a kid. we lived in our old house and the ceiling had
stains from old water leaks. one day my mama was with me in the bed and i
started to show her all those animals and things i was seing there, created in
my fantasy from the water stains. she kept looking, but can not follow me, but
was so impressed by my imagination
you will also get blown away by my imagination.. Did I ever tell you that I am
good at massaging..? Jim let me massage your body...I think after my
massage you will be passing your nights also on a water matrass !:)
had just finished our showers when I asked if your legs needed a
Your eyes said "yes" I ask you to pick out the cream while I
down stairs to put some music on. I shall put on Enya, she's an
lady with a very interest sound. When I started to come back upstairs all is
dark and my mind knows tonight is going to be very special, for one thing the
room is lit only by candle lights, ( we are both romantics)the light seems to be
dancing to the music, can you picture it ? As I look towards I think you might
be in the candle light, I can just about make out your outline of your body
lying face down on the bed. Now I think the difference between a relaxing
massage and romantic sensuous massage "Is a towel covering your bottom,
No... As my eyes became used to the low light, I got the feeling the naked light
was dancing all over your strong body. I must have stood there for moment or so
watching the candlelight ebb and flow to the sounds of the music. After
finding the cream, I warm it in my hands before I start, first you feet and
toes, now this little piggy went to school, this one went to the market, and
this one ran all the way home, can you
your toes, does it feel good ? then I work on your ankles, next I
massage your legs, I keep both hands on your white skin, do you like a little
more pressure? While I ask I slowly work up to your thighs, did I hear a moan as
my fingers worked away? How does your legs now ? Now I'm doing your back,
my hands glide all over, my fingers work from the bass of you spine all the way
up to your neck, now your shoulders to your neck, can you feel the stress going
away? did I hear you say something" ? .. then you turn over and sit
up with a big smile on your face, you pull me towards you, our naked bodies
touch, can you feel my nipples rubbing on your chest as lips lock in a very
passionate kiss ?
did you like my massage....Is it better now, my kitten? Do you
my thoughts so far, do I sense a smile on your face, My thoughts say this
would be another romantic evening, could this be in our future?
to crown the letter (I think I really need to take a cool off
my massage because my fingers are sticky with sweat ) I would like to send you
the image of my favorite outfit.. a white top, a nice pair of jeans and....my
sexy belly, Hope you will enjoy it..
our time is coming ...Next week I am to receive my Visa and
massages, massages... a lot of them !:)
hope that you will be my friend, lover, and life partner.
are you? I am “ok” I hope that you are doing well? I do really care
how you are; I’m not just typing these words out for the hell of it. If you
knew how badly I typed you’d know what I mean, my boss calls it “look and
peck” I have to look at the keyboard and then I peck like a chicken at the
keys… funny huh?
there are some things that you should know about me that maybe you
know from our letters… I have been trying to tell you this for the longest
time, but have not built up the courage to do so. You
you won't be mad at me ?? PLEASE! I am not really a human at
I come from the planet Jimolga! The pictures I have been sending you are
pictures of a poor soul that met her fate through me. She was probed and
tortured in a very polite way. It was a must for our kind to do this
because our race is becoming extinct. It is very important for us to
crossbreed with humans and we have to determine who fits our mold the best for
suitable gene splicing. When you wrote to me for the first time, I could
not resist. If we had a race of Jimolgans and that looked like us, there
would never be any more wars. Our enemies would only want there to be love
throughout our galaxies. Your face spread out throughout the universe
would scream for peace and love.
just kidding you !!!!! you sounded so excited in your last letter
I just wanted to try to make you to smile!!! I know that what we are doing
is a very serious thing, I mean our meeting, but one thing is that I will always
try to make you smile…make you happy… make you feel safe… make you feel
I asked the travel agency about the price.. You know the point is
they will start picking the route for me only after I have obtained my Visa..
They do it for securtiy sake.. Still I asked them how much it is going to cost
approximitely.. well they said it depends on many things..on air line, on
the class of a flight.. but I think 1500 dollars will be enough..
But Jim I am afraid your purchasing tickets for me will be of no help..
Let me explain.. as they told me.. They make my Visa.. Once it
is done they will book tickets for me... Jim I am their client not you..
They deal with me directly.. and that is me who receives Visa and buy
tickets..They do not receive funds from a secondary face and thisface is you in
this case..You know they are not interested why I am flying..They just make a
tourist Visa for me..It is their busineess Jim and they make money out of it..I
am soory Jim but if I refuse to buy a ticket it may result in quite unfavorable
things..I hope you understand me...
now a little surprise for you...You ask me about my other interests...Here it
goes...Have you ever received messages
true life or maybe in a dream,
the road that winds like moonlight gleam
tries to be revived.
are you, the Land of Light?
the horseback to your home I'll go
down at your shining door.
will lure you to fly with me
a place, where glitters sea,
my castle stands alone,
the love lives on her own.
of yours is made of ice.
no matter how high is price
will bring your fortress down.
will hear my silver town
the victory is won,
my troubles all have gone.
of heart melts all away.
believe in what I say,
a star is lit for you
the sky is always blue,
will take you to my home
golden sun and moon..."
it is. Rather humble, but sincere. Do you remember I mentioned
poetry.. Up to this moment I tried poetry in Russian only and I wouldnt
say my verses are brilliant. My friends praised them, though, but I think they
did it only to be tactful. And here is my first english endeavor. Tell me
honestly, do you like it? I dedicated this verse to you. I've put into it all my
soul. Maybe the result is a bit garbled Even so, this verse came from my heart.
You know I didnt have to think so hard about the rhymes. They formed in my head
themselves as if they had been waiting for the right moment when I would try
writing a verse. So the inspiration found me itself because my heart was open
and it was opened... by you. But there is one small problem... the title
of the poem is missing. Can I ask you to give a title to my my poem? Sure you
may not do that but still...I ask you to. Do yuo ofen try poetry ? I am sure
every person at least once in his or her life tried to compose a verse. A share
of romantic is hidden in each of us.
devote their masterpieces to nature, to stars to their beloveds.
enrich our life, dont you think so?
ago when my parents were dating, my father also tried verses to
my Mom's heart. But I got to say my father was far from being a poet. My mom
gave me his poems to read(she still keeps them) and it was very amusing to read
these ackward lines with rhymes hardly fitting each other. Still there was a
certain charm in his poems because the
loving heart was deposited into them. They form may look ugly but
major is always hidden behind lines, do you agree?
we are just a step away from our happiness.. I also am dying to hear your
voice for the first time, to look at your eyes to taste your lips..Well I am
waiting for Thursday to come.. and then just buy a ticket and fly to you....
I need to go..Till next time
one more thing to say... my heart just hurts very much for many
First and foremost is that I am not there with you when I need you very badly.
Second is that I need someone to talk with, to share my life and what goes on
every day. Third is know your thoughts to what I say and feel ...as I feel them
and as you tell me YOUR thoughts
is to have someone always be there to come home to ...
When a star is lit for you
And the sky is always blue,
I will take you to my home
Between golden sun and moon...
I LOVE YOU...Olga
02-17-05 Money for Tickets
do love you so much!!!!!!!!! We have come to a final step... Everything is
ready..my Visa and what is more important ..we are READY..Jim now I am feeling
like you.. I can be telling you lots of
about you and me...But waht I want now is to come to you as
as possible.. We will have a lot of time to talk about our
about everything... Well closer to the point.. Today I have spent at the
agency good two hours.. Look what I chose for us..So I am going to book on
a flight on Tuesday,,so I will depart to Moscow on Sunday spend in Moscow one
night and on tuesday my plane will take off.. Now the details..So I take
off on Tuesday 22 at 7.09 am through the Swiss airline.. I will depart form
Domodedovo Airport..Then I will change planes in the capital of Switzerland ( I
do not remember its spelling in English )..Form that place I will fly to
Dallas.. I will also change planes there and at last !!!! will head to Houston
George Bush Intercont Airport.. Note please the time of my arrival 17:18 pm
22.. We are in different time zones.. Russia is a bit ahead.. So it
will be the evening time at you apparently.. Now the number of flight
LX3034 ..In all I will be flying for 19 hours.. The
price of the flight is 849 dollars plus airport refund.. The agency told
me it is usually about 50 dollars...
this is the information.. If we do as planned I will make a payment
so that nothing could prevent us.. I will safely and calmaly
to Moscow on Sunday and on Tuesday I will fly to you.. I am sorry for such a
rigid letter ...I am just all excited ..besides we have little time ..We need to
as soon as I pay I will write you a most beautiful letter..
I love you...LET'S MAKE IT !!!!!
02-24-05 Flight Information
British Airways Flight: BA875
28 February, 20:45, Domodedovo Msc
28 February, 22:09, Heathrow
of change: London
stop will last 8 hours
British Airways Flight: BA295
01 March, 09:14, Heathrow
01 March, 16:15, George Bush Intercont
time: 28 h. 30 min
this is the itineary of the flight.. of my flight.. On the first
of spring you will see my smile that will destroy the rainstorm...
because I love you, I wrote this bit of prose, it has a secret
we shall sail this love
forever so sincere
momentum along the way
hand in hand
all the world fade away
us they will write a book about the
of romance forever here to stay
more I will love you dear
let me come into your arms
will find us
of clouds will fall off the sky
we will share this love
if you read the first letter of each line downward, you will see
I love you...Olga
am in Krasnodar... Let me explain why I haven’t flied up to you...
O am so stupid..
from the very beginning.. Well my Mom wanted to make a surprise to you,,,
She asked me to transport with me our hereditary icon..it is
old and my Mom believes it will bring US luck.. But it is because
this very icon that the customs officers didnt let me in.. They
me to be a smuggler ..I told them I am not but sadly I had no
for that icon..Well I am so stupid...
the icon is in the police station and I am to be interrogated at 8
I am sorry.. Please forgive me if you can.. You apparently is
thinking me to fool you..No it is not so..I am really in the world of shit.. I
lost everything..the tickets ..my good mood and I dread to think..you Or I am
mistaken.. please tell me that I am mistaken.. So I need to go to that fucking
police station.. I am so afraid,, I will tell you about the results